Wanna Kill yourself? Copypasta

Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from
school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re
just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door,
and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten
over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and
cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take
them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you
close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your
little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners
ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you
laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your
mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She
notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand
and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s
screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go
tell Dad that “Mommy is crying nd brother won’t wake up.”
Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying,
holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless
body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He
screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to
his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and
they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at
college , there’s an announcement. The principal tells
everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to
sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone
blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on
you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things
they’ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call
you names, he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you
how good you really are. Your ex girlfriend, the one that you
told everything to, that broke up with you.. shee can’t handle it.
shee breaks down and starts crying, and blames herself . Your
friends? They’re sobbing too, wondering how they could never
see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped
you before it was too late. And your best friend? He’s in
shock. He can’t believe it. He knew what you were going
through, but he never thought it would get that bad… Bad
enough for you to end it. He can’t cry, He can’t feel anything.
He stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to
the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It’s a
few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came.
Everyone knew you, that boy with the bright smile and bubbly
personality. The one that was always there for them, the
shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good
memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone’s
crying, your little brother still doesn’t know you killed yourself,
he’s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a
lot. You were his big brother , you were supposed to always be
there for him. Your best friend, he stays strong through the
entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket
into the ground,he just loses it. He cries and cries and doesn’t
stop for days. It’s two years later. Your teachers all quit their
job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that
used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex girlfriend doesn’t
know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with boys .
Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? He tried
to kill himself . He didn’t succeed like you did, but He tried…
your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death.
He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did
for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their
marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract
himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with
depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may
not think so, but they do. Your choices don’t just affect you.
They affect everyone. Don’t end your life, you have so much to
live for. Things can’t get better if you give up. I’